Serious Emotional Disaster.

Dear Reader,
I thought I'd go with "Reader" so everybody that reads this blog gets mentioned and everybody that doesn't can go to hell! Ha. Got em'.
After writing my blog about my emotional deficiencies I realized something, I'm a wreck.... or as the title suggested a serious emotional disaster. Do you ever have those moments that make you question everything you thought you knew about yourself? I believe they're called "coming to Jesus thoughts". I want to tell Jesus I came (ha ha), but I digress.
Ever since that blog I've been paying close attention to my own thoughts and actions. Normally I'd be paying attention to other peoples body language and actions, but those have taken a back seat to myself. I've realized every now and then it's important to be selfish and do a little self preservation. Unfortunately that's as far as I've gotten. Now I need to figure out where to go from here. Usually when it comes to myself I have a short memory, but this conflict is turning into an epic struggle. It's unbelievably similar to the struggle we're going through with health care reform... or it's not the same in any way what soever, but who's keeping track.
Speaking of health care reform. I don't understand how people can be so mad at Obama about that one issue and say his presidency has been poor. He inherited a pile of shit and the economy is picking back up yet, somehow, he's the worst president ever, ever.
Well, I don't want to ruin the ending for you, but I will say it comes to an inspiring twist turn which resembles that of my own life. Thank you for reading my random thoughts. I promise the next one will be better. I'm going to find a way to make my blog have explosions for the guys and romanticism for the ladies. Can you believe romanticism is actually a word????

Peace!